female desperation masturbation needing a release extreme desperation part:1 Play Video Loader This morning I woke up and it was like every other morning except for one thing. I did not pee after I got out of bed like I usually do. That is usually the first step on my list of things to do in the morning. Instead, I went to the sink and drank a big glass of water and then followed all of the other steps on my list. I went to work like normal and drank a lot of water as normal, but I never once stopped in the restroom. All at work I was bouncing my knees and tapping my toes, trying to hold it in. I had to pee so badly! I was practically bursting at points, but after a while of hard concentration and clenching, the feeling would subside a little bit and I could resume normal activities. After taking a big gulp of water, of course. I wore a new pair of light blue jeans today and I was determined not to make a mess. It would be so easy for anyone to see if I dribbled! It was to hold it in for so long, but I knew it would be worth it. Finally, I got home and raced to the bathroom. I tried to hold it in for as long as I could, bouncing around and probably doing my potty dance as I tried not to let anything out! Eventually, of course, I couldn't keep it in any longer. I drank and drank and the dams finally burst. I dribbled a little and it felt so good! But I didn't want to let go completely yet so I squeezed my muscles as hard as I possibly could and I was successful...for a little while. Now that my jeans were saturated, I had to take them off. The warm piss made them stick to my legs, so they were a little hard to pull off. Afterwards I stepped in the tub. When I started to feel myself dribble out some pee, I started getting so turned on. I was practically aching, I needed to touch myself, and I had to hold it too! This would be a challenge. I held my bladder tight and touched myself. Once I get too into it, my bladder lets out a little of the precious liquid inside! It feels so good to let it out, but I still want to hold it! I take off my panties which are now sticking to my pussy and ass with piss. I sit down in the tub because I just can't stand anymore. I drink and drink the water bottle I brought in with me, hoping to re-fill what has escaped so far. It feels soo good with a completely full bladder, especially when I can play with myself. Being so horny makes me want to pee. I can't help it when I am rubbing this vibrator on my clit, I can't hold it in anymore! My piss starts to pour out of my bladder. It all feels so good that it pushes me over the edge and I climax along with pissing. I make sure to hold some in me because I'm not ready to let all my hard work go yet. Today was hard to hold it but I knew it would be worth it and as I sit here in the tub I know it was. I go at myself some more and let out some pee sporadically, I love the way it feels coming out, almost as good as the orgasms that I am having! When I am finally spent, I look at the mess I made and wonder what anyone would do if they knew about my secret.